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[Darrel Petri]

I am embarrassed to say I gained again this week---.50 lb. I have been in
contact with my dr. to maybe raise my goal 5 lbs. as I can't seem to lose
them without almost starving myself. I am diabetic and when my blood sugar
is out of whack I am a mess. Some in my chapter say lowering my goal is a 
crutch" but since I can go 7 lbs. under goal and could eventually be at the
weight he wants me at anyway. That is his way of thinking anyway. When I don
t eat right I am not taking off pound sensibly and that isn't good. I should
know something my next week's roll call for me. I am afraid though that if
he doesn't raise my goal I may never make KOPS and I really want that. 
Keep a good thought for me and thanks for listening.
Beth TOPS #IL 559, Bloomington