[CyberTOPS] Todays A New Day

[Tina Barker]

When Im stressed out I eat heck when Im happy, sad, or angry I eat but here
lately I have been really stressed out thinking are we going to have enough
money to do this get that, pay bills and get everything that Marissa needs
also.  Well ever since marissa has been born we have been staying at my
parents house so I talked to my mom and asked her if we could move in awhile
turn all the utilities off at our house and start putting money back for the
things we need but more importantly the things Marissa needs.  I will do
without so she will have everything she needs but anyway.  My mom said yes
so I have turned mostly everything off at my house and its amazing what
worry will do to you and to have that lifted its truly amazing.  I stepped
on the scale this morning and it said 303.6 but I dont go by my scale I go
by TOPS scale and I will find out this evening if my scale was right.  I
have had so much lifted off me here lately knowing we can put money back for
grocery's, healthy food especially.  Gas in the car and especially in the
truck knowing Danny can get to work so we will have the money we need to put
back.  But today is a new day and very excited to start over today and get
and stay on the right track.  My mom has Wii fit so Im going to try to start
using that and the reason I say try is cuz its in the same room we are
sleeping in and we dont have alot of room to move around so Im going to try
it and see how it works out if at all.  And my mom has an exercise bike that
I can use and Im even thinking of rejoining the gym.  I hope I can acomplish
everything that I want.  Thanks for listening to me ramble.
                                                          Tina