[CyberTOPS] AGGRAVATED...But almost KOPS

[tbakerme2 at bellsouth.net]

QUESTION ??  

WHY??   I'm not beating myself up about it BUT I get aggravated when I think of all the time I've spent in this weight race... I"ve been in TOPS for 14years......All I have done is yo-yoed....up until 2yrs. ago, thats when I joined the gym and started spinning and doing kickboxing, OK again up til we got out of school for this past summer (work in school food nutrition)....My Mom had a wreck and then had to move,well she kept me upset all summer, now she's ok and settled.

 I have about 7 more pounds to lose to GOAL and all I keep doing is yo-yoing again and letting the weekends mess me up.....I have a hard time on weekends, esp. on saturdays, plus I have not went back to the gym, But plan on making it saturday morning when I go to town to have blood work done for my doctor.....(small town).

 I try my best to stay motivated, pumped, and encourage others that it's out there, ya just gotta want to so bad that you can't see anything else....My lightbulb is getting dull....So I'm reaching out to KOPS for that last 10lb's stretch.


 I do want this, I will do it, BUT why not ask for HELP !!!

 Teresa
tbakerme2 at bellsouth.net